Hey guys, what would you do when your boyfriends were far apart from you ? I can feel how sad it is. I was thinking about it right now. I really missed my boy since he left Sabah and went to Kuala Lumpur this November. Thus, we don't have the chance to celebrate our anniversary at 25hb Dec. (not lying) . I'm really sad about it and I always feel depressed because we both can't no longer seeing each other anymore for 3 years. But I really wish and hope the school that he choose to continue study gave him some holidays next year. This year was totally bad. He can't go home this December because he had a class. Poor us. I'm really going to miss him sooooo muchhh !! Sometimes, when I think about our memories together before he have to go, my tears will fall and talking alone like a crazy girl. Well, you don't understand. I just have to get over to myself crying like a baby. So for now I only have to be patient, waiting for him to come back home someday. I hope he always going to missed me, remind me and all of our sweet memories together. I really don't want to lose him. I love him very much. Gonna miss you sweetie :'( . I wish you were here.
Since you and me are far apart now, I will always remember you
no matter how far we are. Our story will never end. I will also miss our memories together, laugh and cry together, doing our crazy things together and everything that really means to us. I hope our relationships will last forever. Muahh !!
Your lovely girl,
-Alean- IMSSYOU !!
Saturday, 17 December 2011
Monday, 21 November 2011
The best thing I'd ever had :)
People who read this may think that the best thing I'd ever had was a boyfriend or someone I admire. It always happens like that. Now, everyone will agree with me after you read this. The God will also smiling to see me making this story because it is very meaningful to everyone in this world. What do you think was the best thing I mention to? Not a boyfriend. Not an ice-cream and not someones that's popular. Not at all. After you read this, I'm sure it will reminded you of someone. Someone special, someones that really cares about you, always there for you, someone that always sacrifice for you and someone that loves you for a double triple times. And here's the story.
Everyday its a a new day for everyone. The same as my beloved mother. She's always the first one who woke up early in the morning. She realized that she had a lot of chores to do that day. In my observation, It's always been my mother do all the chores in the house. So I teach myself to helped her doing the things. Some chores such as cleaning the dining room, washing the dishes, sweeping the floor and so on makes me really realized how tire my mother doing all that things. Plus, my mother was sick and always coughing when she felt cold. My mother was very sensitive to a cold situation. She can't bath with a cold water. She was really sick right now . It's better I helped her finish this chores .
When I felt sick, my mother was also the one who threats me and bring me to the clinic. She paid the cots of medicine and making me a suitable food for me to eat. She always force me to eat medicine that I didn't like but I know she do that because she cares about me. She wants me to be always okay. Oh yeah, even if my mom already live for about 57 years(her age, for me, she's always younger than people in the world. She's the best.
Every time she mad at me, sometimes I cried because I felt disappointed. Her words was so tough and can makes me want to be alone by myself . Need to take a time. But after I think about it over and over, I just realized that I do the wrong things to my mother. How cruel of me ignoring something good from my mother. And so, I wanted to apologize to her and swear not to make the same mistakes again. I only can pray that my mother won't leave me because there;s something here in my heart., I wanted to reply all the sacrifice that my mother do to me when I grew up older someday. For now, I'm just 14 years old and I can only helped my mother in the house.
In my life, I've heard many events and news that some people leave their mother because they think their was too old passion and they didn't want their mother's advice. They think that when they grew up older, they can live by themselves without their mother's love. They never think that only their mother always loves them and their mother was also the one who born them in this world. Guys, without a mother in this world, you were never born. There will be no happiness in you without a mother.
I learned a lot of lesson after that. So please, please don't ever hate, ignore your mother. Don't be disobedient to your mother. For me, she's always the best of all. Even if mother was not popular as any artist, but she always be my inspiration in my whole life. She will be my friend when I need someone to talk to, she will be my teddy when I need someone to hug with.
Someday, I'll promise to myself that I will reply your sacrificing and all of the good things you do to me. Thank you mom. You the best thing I'd ever had . :)
your sincerely daughter,
*Alean Sylvester*
Everyday its a a new day for everyone. The same as my beloved mother. She's always the first one who woke up early in the morning. She realized that she had a lot of chores to do that day. In my observation, It's always been my mother do all the chores in the house. So I teach myself to helped her doing the things. Some chores such as cleaning the dining room, washing the dishes, sweeping the floor and so on makes me really realized how tire my mother doing all that things. Plus, my mother was sick and always coughing when she felt cold. My mother was very sensitive to a cold situation. She can't bath with a cold water. She was really sick right now . It's better I helped her finish this chores .
When I felt sick, my mother was also the one who threats me and bring me to the clinic. She paid the cots of medicine and making me a suitable food for me to eat. She always force me to eat medicine that I didn't like but I know she do that because she cares about me. She wants me to be always okay. Oh yeah, even if my mom already live for about 57 years(her age, for me, she's always younger than people in the world. She's the best.
Every time she mad at me, sometimes I cried because I felt disappointed. Her words was so tough and can makes me want to be alone by myself . Need to take a time. But after I think about it over and over, I just realized that I do the wrong things to my mother. How cruel of me ignoring something good from my mother. And so, I wanted to apologize to her and swear not to make the same mistakes again. I only can pray that my mother won't leave me because there;s something here in my heart., I wanted to reply all the sacrifice that my mother do to me when I grew up older someday. For now, I'm just 14 years old and I can only helped my mother in the house.
In my life, I've heard many events and news that some people leave their mother because they think their was too old passion and they didn't want their mother's advice. They think that when they grew up older, they can live by themselves without their mother's love. They never think that only their mother always loves them and their mother was also the one who born them in this world. Guys, without a mother in this world, you were never born. There will be no happiness in you without a mother.
I learned a lot of lesson after that. So please, please don't ever hate, ignore your mother. Don't be disobedient to your mother. For me, she's always the best of all. Even if mother was not popular as any artist, but she always be my inspiration in my whole life. She will be my friend when I need someone to talk to, she will be my teddy when I need someone to hug with.
Someday, I'll promise to myself that I will reply your sacrificing and all of the good things you do to me. Thank you mom. You the best thing I'd ever had . :)
your sincerely daughter,
*Alean Sylvester*
Saturday, 29 October 2011
Nothing much to say today :?
It's been a while I didn't checked my blog . I was too bust studying . But not that too busy . I just don't have the time to check it . There were 3 days to go and the exam will end . I can't wait this exam to end . Please hurry up Mr.Time . Let it be fast as you can . I want to practise my song for the talent show this year . I must guarantee that this time , I will be chosen . Last year I was not chosen . I don't know why . Only God and the judges knows it . Hurm . So for now, all I have to do is think about my exam . 3 days left and after that , I can bullying my friends again . Haha ! So ... That's it . I will post some other time which when I have the time to check my account .
Monday, 3 October 2011
- My bestest friends -
Friends and love are the same. Without love, there will be no friends. And without friends, there will also no love. Yeah. It’s the phrase where everyone knows it. So do I. Want to know here? I have a friend named LOUISE. We’ve been friends since 13 years old. LOUISE and I are not studying at the same primary school. She studies at SRJK Yuk Min while I studying at S.K Sunsuron. I want to tell you that she’s a good person. The most things I like about her are, she’s look like a kid but she’s cleverer than me. Want to know why I said she looks like a kid? Because… I am taller than her. Hahaha, kidding but true. I’m not teasing her. I like bullying her like I bullied my younger sister. Unfortunately, I don’t have one. I mean, a younger sister. I am the last daughter in my siblings. So, maybe it’s not wrong for me to call LOUISE as my sister. The cutest sister. Hahaha. She was born on 20th January but I was born on 3th February. So, she’s the one who was the sister here. ;]
I always wanted her to teach me in mathematics. She was really pro at maths. She always focuses on question maths. Sometimes, she always blabbers because she is too lazy to make the maths exercise. Me too, you know. I’ve hated maths for a long time ago but when I know that hating subjects is not good, I changed my mind. Even though I’ve always failed at maths, it doesn’t mean I failed forever, right? I still believe I can do it. My friend LOUISE also said the same thing.
The second thing I like about her is, she is clever at finding on her own quotes. In Facebook, she’s always post some quotes and many of her friends likes it. So do I. Every quotes she post has something good in everybody’s life. Oh yeah, she also loves reading. She loves reading English book than Malay. She said Malay is hard to understand. She prefers English because it is more understanding. J
The best part of being LOUISE’s friend is, she’s a good person, understanding person, she keeps her friend’s secrets, helping others and have cooperation to others. She don’t like hanging out with the boys, she only interests in girls. Well, not that too interests. She always wants to do the best in her life. Other than that, she’s always thinks positively than negative. She believes herself. There are many good things in her life. That’s what I like about her. A TRUE FRIEND =].
We call our self as FRIENDS and SISTERS .
(best friends bh kmii :D hahaha)
Wednesday, 28 September 2011
Me love SINGING :D
My favorite past time ever is singing . I love singing because singing gives me many kind of inspiration . Other than that, I can express my feelings with singing and listening to music . Sometimes, when I'm in sadness, I would cry even just listening to music . So, I dedicated my life to be a singer , BUT NOT THE GREATEST SINGER . Its just my LIFE . And I bet, everyone loves listening to music . :D
Tuesday, 27 September 2011
my favorite BAND ever ;]
This is my favorite band . I like this band because of their singing, their uniforms and all of it . There were the special band I've ever heard of . I've heard many of my friends like Korean than Japan . Well for me, I love Japanese the most ! yeah ! :DD
I HATE COPYCAT =.=
My life can turn into a little bit hurt sometimes . Especially this . Well, you know . I hate copycat . Who's not hating ? Everyone hates it . So do I . I have a friend who keeps on jealous of everything she sees smart, nice, cool and everything !! arrgghh !! I don't want to tell bad things about HER but it seems that she makes me do this . If she didn't copycatting me , I wouldn't do this . Its my idea but she stoles it . Everything !
Friday, 16 September 2011
Autobiography of me :))
My real name is Sylvilina. But everyone called me Alean. Sometimes they making fun of my name. They call me guntalun, gelen, kealinan, putun and so on. Well, I don't mad at all. It's up to them whether they want to call me with my real name or not. I don't have the property to ask them not to making fun of my name. Anyway, my age is 14 and next year will be a PMR candidates. I'm so worry about his exam thing. If I passed this exam, maybe I can get a new cellphone or laptop or anything I want. Well, that's if I passed it. If not, my ears will be 'washed' by my parents. Maths is my problem. Science and history are also my problems. History is a important subject now. So, i have to study smart to get a better result. If i get ans A's in history, my brother will reward me some cash. Wow, not bad. huh? So, for conclusion, I have to study smart or struggle for PMR next year. I have to start from this year, at my age of 14.
About my family, my family is the best of all in the whole wide world. I'm proud to have my own family. They always supports me in everything that I do. I always wanted to do the good efforts for my life for my family. Everyone says that bad things is not important. right ? Forget about what they say. yeah...
Ehh, I'm 14 and you must wondering if I have a boyfriend or not, yeah? It's true, I have a boyfriend but I don't want you to know all about it. I just want to tell you that he is 18 years old(2011). It's 4 years far from me. Now, he is learning driving car. He said that maybe he go to college soon at Kota Damansara, Selangor . What a said moment. huhu . I'm so sad. But what to do.It's for own good though. I hope he'll get a better future soon. Good luck for him. I have 3 years more to school. I can't wait to be an SPM student. I want to study very hard that time. I WILL. But now I'm still at form 2. I have to be patient. My motto is 'KEEP MOVING FORWARD'.
-Sylvary9793-
About my family, my family is the best of all in the whole wide world. I'm proud to have my own family. They always supports me in everything that I do. I always wanted to do the good efforts for my life for my family. Everyone says that bad things is not important. right ? Forget about what they say. yeah...
Ehh, I'm 14 and you must wondering if I have a boyfriend or not, yeah? It's true, I have a boyfriend but I don't want you to know all about it. I just want to tell you that he is 18 years old(2011). It's 4 years far from me. Now, he is learning driving car. He said that maybe he go to college soon at Kota Damansara, Selangor . What a said moment. huhu . I'm so sad. But what to do.It's for own good though. I hope he'll get a better future soon. Good luck for him. I have 3 years more to school. I can't wait to be an SPM student. I want to study very hard that time. I WILL. But now I'm still at form 2. I have to be patient. My motto is 'KEEP MOVING FORWARD'.
-Sylvary9793-
Tuesday, 13 September 2011
alean's everyday diary [the suck-est day ever! ]
Today was the suck day of my life . urgh ! This I want to tell you that I have walking 3 kilometers away from my school . Doesn't it so far ? huh . Moreover, the sun is burning me and I felt so exhausted . But , don't think that I walked alone . I am not that brave to walked alone at the street . I walked with my friends . But the curios thing is, only two girls are walking and the other is the boys actually . Silly me, huh ? One of the girls are me and one of it are my friend . Other than that, my bag is full of books . Don't you see here ? A bag full of books , walking 3 kilometers away far from home , the sun is burning and I actually really can't stand it . I have bringing a bottle of water but my water turns into hot water because of the sun . Oh yeah , I forgot to tell you why I walked . I hate waiting . The bus is late and I don't think I can wait that long . So , I follow my friends walking to Sunsuron, my village . After that bad moments had gone, I think I don't want to walk again from my school . I should wait for bus in some other time .
Post by me ::
Lean . :))
Friday, 29 April 2011
Picture :D
This is my sisters . Beloved sisters . There are my friends at home . They always playing fun with me , even though they always might be a little bit of hurting. They are my sisters until the end .
<3
I'm beautiful in my way, God made no mistake . :]
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