Wow its holiday now. Two weeks of holiday. I hate holidays actually. For me, holidays means “wasting times” because I do not have much activity to do. But if I have some cash to buy everything I wish for, I would call “holidays” as “having fun”. Maybe you were thinking about school homework, aren’t you? Well, I can handle that later. Before the school ends that day, my classmates and I were given some tasks to do this holiday. I am so happy we had been given some works because I can fill my holidays with the tasks. :D.
Five more months and the war will come. What war? PMR of course. Its Penilaian Menengah Rendah. I am so dead. This October will be the day of fighting against PMR paper. I can not believe the time passes so fast than I thought. By the way, it’s been a long time I did not check my blogger account. I did not see any new things here. It’s okay though. The important thing is I can still post some of my diaries here
Dream? I have a lot of dreams. I dreamed to have my own car, Acer Laptop of my own, hand phone, big house and a true love. But I would not manage to get all of that if I do not achieve my 8A in PMR this year. So I must struggle very very hard. I can not wait to turn 16 next year. No, not 16 but 17. Time is kept on clocking. If you want to know, I wished to be a 17-year old girl since I was 13. Why? Well because I can not wait to be an adult. I know being an adult is hard but I will try to face everything someday when I grew up. That is life, isn’t it?
Desire? I believe every desire I have. I want to have everything that I thought in my mind. But sometimes, our desire will never be fulfilled in easiest way. My teacher said, “if you want to get what you want, you must get it with a hard way”. Did you ever think why is the gold had a big value? Because it is hard to find it. Don’t you get it? If you found some gold at the street when you were walking to the office, surely the gold will have value of none because it can be found anywhere you go. So that is why the gold had a very big value when you sell it. Think about it.
Hope. I was talking nonsense. If you realize that, then congratulations. This time I want to talk about my hope. Did you ever think what is the different between hope, desire and dream? It’s almost the same, isn’t it? I choose these three words because they are meaningful to me. Without hope or desire or dream, I would totally lost because I do not know what is my DHD.(dream,hope,desire). For now, I am hoping to get excellence results this PMR. That is the only way I can get whatever I wished for. What else? I hope I can get my driving lessen. I really want to drive my car of my own.
So this is it readers. If you look at the time, it was insulting me to finish my works. Thank you for reading. I am sorry if there’s any word I said wrongly. If you have a broken nail, do not keep it in a box. If I have said something wrong, please please please, don’t ever keep it in your heart. :D. Thanks again for reading.
[ ALEAN ]
